adult conversation vs toddler conversation

I have been off work for almost 2 months and I have started to feel the lack of adult conversation. I deal with a lot of poopy diapers and a lot of crying because our banana broke in half. (yeah the banana seriously was broken and being mommy I needed to have the special powers to fix said banana and I lack those powers). When I finally get out to have my adult time I am now that friend that only talks about their kids poop colors. Its not all bad don't get me wrong, my friends are very understanding, other wise they wouldn't be my friends lol. I also now have a bad habit of  babbling on about a story and there is no plot anymore because I have spoken too many details for them to keep up.  I also latch on to any of their gossip its addicting like a soap sitcom .... should I be concerned about the level of my insanity lol I know it will get better and I do cherish my time with my children, creating stories at bed time waking up to breakfast together and cooking and playing. I just need a reminder that I am an adult at times. have a great night guys! 

omg i have two kids now

well we did it ! we are now parents of two beautiful children that make up our wonderful lives!  we are very happy I must tell you there are times when you just want to pull your hair out or walk away find a pillow and scream into it? what were we thinking??? no its not that bad but there are moments. this is where you can read about my crazy life, motherhood and other fun things

boobs.....

ok so I am not going to pretend that I know everything about the female body but I thought have been down this path once before that I would know what to except. WRONG ok so apparently last time with my first son I really never got my milk it was kind of there kind of not. Why didn't anyone tell you that when your milk lets down it can be painful also that your going to have porno boobs for about a month, that there is a point when your boobs look like watermelons. you would think that someone might be excited to have these bad boys but lets be real even my husband was afraid of them, and if he even thought to touch them (which he knew better) I think I would have left him. why on gods green earth did it have to hurt so bad. also getting mastitis on top of producing enough milk for three babies was not fun. there was leaking and spraying. A plumber couldn't have fixed these pipes.
also why on earth do people encourage you to have two kids close together. How do you explain to your toddler that your feeding baby brother with your boobs and that you then are pumping milk for baby brother. so as it is natural I just do it very openly, few days later I caught my toddler (male) trying to pump milk for baby. cute yes adorable he wanted to help, unfortunately that will probably cost me later in life for therapy. The boy had the pump on the right spots, power on, and going to town making milk for his brother, bless his big brother heart!