boobs.....

ok so I am not going to pretend that I know everything about the female body but I thought have been down this path once before that I would know what to except. WRONG ok so apparently last time with my first son I really never got my milk it was kind of there kind of not. Why didn't anyone tell you that when your milk lets down it can be painful also that your going to have porno boobs for about a month, that there is a point when your boobs look like watermelons. you would think that someone might be excited to have these bad boys but lets be real even my husband was afraid of them, and if he even thought to touch them (which he knew better) I think I would have left him. why on gods green earth did it have to hurt so bad. also getting mastitis on top of producing enough milk for three babies was not fun. there was leaking and spraying. A plumber couldn't have fixed these pipes.
also why on earth do people encourage you to have two kids close together. How do you explain to your toddler that your feeding baby brother with your boobs and that you then are pumping milk for baby brother. so as it is natural I just do it very openly, few days later I caught my toddler (male) trying to pump milk for baby. cute yes adorable he wanted to help, unfortunately that will probably cost me later in life for therapy. The boy had the pump on the right spots, power on, and going to town making milk for his brother, bless his big brother heart!